Drama 10
Eh?! Hey... What is this?
I have no idea...
We've...
...exchanged places?
Exchanged places?
He's adorable.
Isn't he? He is adorable.
He takes after you, Tomomi.
That's true.
You had snatched Yosuke away from me, right?
And, now this time you're snatching my home and family away from me too, right?
Somehow you're talking like you're the only loser in this.
What then?
He came to you today, didn't he? Yosuke...
...-san did.
Yosuke was thinking that I was you.
Can you understand how that felt?
Because we're fellows when it comes to saying we don't know.
Let's not exchange names or business cards.
I've lost my business cards anyhow.
We will go back... definitely.
Here, Mama.
You're giving this to me?
Yeah!
Thank you.
You're great, Kento.
Okay, one more round, okay?
Yeah!
You're great... for having grasped this...
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Sayonara Watashi
(Farewell Me)
Episode 3 "Secrets"
What's the matter?
Don't leave.
Eh?
Don't be in such a rush to leave.
Ehh...
I'll have some tea and then go. There's a new cafe, isn't there?
Just out and down the street.
Are you sure?
Just for clothes, huh...
Underwear, right... 'Cause I hate wearing those.
Things I don't want you to look at; things I don't want you to look at.
Ah... the smallest drawer in my closet.
How about you, Kaoru?
In my closet.
There's a blue box in there, but don't open it.
I won't look.
Has something happened?
No, nothing.
Really? In that case, it's fine.
You ask because I said, "don't leave"?
Yeah. Because you told me this, didn't you?
"I want our relationship to be one only of the body as much as possible."
"I'd hate a way of life where I'd be dependent on a man and lonely if he's not there."
Saying such a thing.
Eh?
Ah... I did.
Ah... So I've been doing things just right, haven't I?
Getting married, having children... A wife I love...
Since I'm not a man who would throw away his family.
And besides, you said you absolutely wouldn't break up my family.
Tomomi is your best friend, isn't she?
Did I say such a thing?
Am I wrong?
It's not that, but...
But?
Quite the selfish story, isn't it?
I'm angry...
Ah, at myself.
There! Nice kick.
Sorry, Haruko.
Right now... sorry.
Sorry.
Hello?
Kaoru? Thanks for picking up.
Tomomi won't pick up the phone at all.
Yeah... My husband hasn't come back.
Every night, he's late. He's definitely suspicious. Suspicious!
There...
Even though he says he's socializing with company members...
...he doesn't reek of liquor at all!
What's more... What's more, he smelled of curry rice yesterday.
How is it?
Yeah!
When he's socializing with the company, would they eat curry rice?
And the fundamental point is that it's not even authentic Indian cooking, either.
It just had the smell of an ordinary curry rice. That's suspicious, isn't it?
Itadakimasu.
Yeah! It's really good.
Really? I'm happy.
There's that. You should increase the amount of furniture in here a bit.
Yeah. But it's quite difficult for me to go out and buy any.
There's this big Scandinavian furniture shop... What is it called?
They have really nice stuff but not too expensive, either.
I want to go, but it's far away and if I did go, I couldn't bring any back.
Then let's go next time by car. I'll take you.
Would it be okay for you to do that?
Yeah, it'll be fine. I can do that.
Yeah. I'd be happy if we could choose together, too.
Let's go this Sunday.
Yeah!
Ah... Um, and then... I got to thinking a little.
Eh? Eh... "That"? Me, too?
Ehh... I see...
Haruko
Hello?
Ah... Yeah. Sorry, sorry. I was a little distracted. Yeah.
Eh? A home party?
At such a time, a home party! Anyhow, a home party!
Because my husband is acting increasingly suspicious.
In other words, I want to make an appeal to him for the goodness of that thing called family.
Well, we should do it at my house...
...but my house is too small for a party.
And you could say Tomomi's is the very symbol of a happy home.
Ehh... Tomomi's home is...
Eh? Ah, here?!
Yeah, that's right. What other place is there?
Eh? Well... That's true, but...
Kaoru said she'd come, too.
Huh?
Kaoru said she'd come, too.
She says she wants to meet Kento-kun.
Ah... She did, huh?
Then, counting on you for this Sunday.
Eh? That soon?! Wait! Hold on! Hello?
Ah, geez... she hung up! Ah, geez!
I'm home.
Welcome back.
Ah... I'm beat.
Tomomi says she's hosting a home party. She says we just have to come.
Ehh... Is that right.
So please; it's this Sunday.
Eh? Me, too?
Of course.
It's a home party. A home party.
Well, let's see... Sunday is, well...
Let's go this Sunday.
Yeah!
Forget it! You're definitely coming.
Look forward to it! Right?
Eh?
Put that in the washing machine.
Good morning.
Mama! Mama!
I'll be going first. Excuse me.
They are not able to answer the phone right now.
Gotta bring this to a head!
Hello... Ah... Who do you have business with?
Is Hayakawa-san here?
Just a moment please.
Kaoru-san, you have a guest.
Ah, yes.
Get to work, Yamazaki.
Yes. I'm sorry.
Eh?
Eh? Let's see...
Ah!
Look... It's because I'm always bad-mouthing you, Yamazaki.
When I'm drunk, I'll often say, "Yamazaki, get to work!"
Right, right. When you're drunk. "Hey Yamazaki, get to work!"
What's with that? It's a little terrible, isn't it?
Sorry.
It's not terrible at all, though.
Eh?
Excuse us.
An ice ole and an ice mint tea. Certainly.
Please excuse me.
This is about Haruko.
Ah.
Don't give me "ah"!
Not picking up the phone and selfishly volunteering me.
Because it's MY home!
You shouldn't have been saying such things, now should you?
You were totally thinking this, right? "It'd be good to give her a little trouble."
You thought that, didn't you? Right?
I did think that.
Why?
It's best not to go around making things complicated, now isn't it?
And Yosuke... Yosuke-san will be there too, right?
Well, Haruko will be there, too.
I see... That's true, isn't it?
Don't give me "I see... That's true, isn't it?" Geez...
Still, Yosuke... -san. Just what's with your husband?
"What's with him?"
Well, look, when I told him about this home party...
It'll be this Sunday, but will you be okay with that?
Yeah. I'll probably be okay.
Both Haruko's family... and Kaoru will come, too.
Ehh... The three girls all in force.
He didn't behave the least bit upset by it...
"Should be fun. Let me know if you need help."
Sparkle! Sparkle! Sparkle...
Stop it with the imitation.
What was that?
Excuse me.
I can't think about Yosuke right now.
I feel I'm going crazy when I think about this.
All right. Ah...
Huh?
Hmm...
Ah... I figured.
Huh? Ah...
Ehh...
Well, I wouldn't be caught dead buying pure white.
Ala... But I wouldn't dare to buy such flashy things.
Good luck with the party. I'm looking forward to it.
Give me a break already! What should I even make?
Let's see. About seven dishes should do.
Roast beef for starters, then acqua pazza and some bagna càuda.
(poached white fish)
(a warm dip similar to a fondue)
There no way I could make those things.
Ah, catering. I'll do that.
Look, there's a good one in Daikan'yama, Maison something or other...
Hoshino Tomomi wouldn't do something like that.
Then help me out! It'll be embarrassing for Hoshino Tomomi otherwise.
No. Because it's your duty as a Mother, after all.
All right. I'll give it a try.
Hey, you're really not coming?
It's a home party. They'll be serving a feast.
Hey!
Not going.
Say, say, then, then? What should I do? Make something for you or deliver?
Deliver.
What is that?
Say, say, which is best?
You're so boring, geez...
You'd better look over there!
Ah! The salmon!
Ah!
Ya went and did it!
Hey!
I'm really sorry! Sorry.
Yeah. I understand. I'm totally okay about it.
I'm sorry.
Yeah.
Besides, if we did go, I wouldn't want it to become awkward for you about buying those things.
I want to save up a little more money...
...and then I'll definitely buy them. Yeah.
Now, let's eat.
Yeah.
A home party, huh?
That's the city for you. I wonder what they're like?
They'll serve delicious dishes, won't they?
I love you. I love you, Fuyu-chan.
I love you.
Smash it from the top. Right! Ah, that's good.
Yes, that's one...
Is that broken there?
Wipe! There you go.
Done!
Oh, Kento wins...
I did it!
Kento, wait for me.
I'll be bringing tons of your favorites, Kento.
That's good.
Kento. Be careful.
Yes!
Done!
OK!
Roll, roll, roll, roll, roll...
One, two...
Okay! You can do it! You can do it!
You can do it! Oh, you're so strong! Ah, I'm hopeless.
Here we come!
Let's put it here.
Then, next is... Ah, someone's come.
I'll go!
Yes? Who is it?
It's Mama!
Mama!
Yes? Who is it?
I'm Hayakawa.
Yes! Come in!
Welcome.
Yeah.
Nice to meet you, I'm Hoshino. Please come on in.
Nice to meet you, I'm Hayakawa. Thank you very much for inviting me today.
Good afternoon. I'm Hoshino Kento.
Hello there, Kento-kun.
Here, some pudding for you.
All right! These are my favorites!
Thank you very much. Ah, these are from Kento's favorite store.
That's great, isn't it? We'll eat them later.
Okay, next is bringing in the folding chairs.
Yes!
Are you okay?
No... But I'll be fine.
Help me out.
Yeah.
Incredible.
I worked myself to death. Can't guarantee how it'll taste though.
I'm using the stove, okay?
Yeah, of course. What's that?
Paella. I'll warm it up. It's Kento's favorite.
Ah... Yeah. He'll be thrilled.
Ah! You've come! Welcome. Here you go.
My husband.
Hello. I know you well from my wife..
Whaa! Awesome! Wonderful! What is this?
Right?
Ah... It is awesome.
My husband, my husband.
Nice to meet you.
I know you well from my wife...
Good afternoon!
Ah, it's Kento-kun, right? Hello there. Whaa, you're adorable!
Welcome.
Ah, hello...
I'm Mikami Haruko. And this is my husband...
EH!? How cool!
Ah... Nice to meet you. I'm Hoshino.
Eh? Ah... Eh? Ah...
Nice to meet you...
What's the matter?
Eh? Well... not much.
Because your house is too way nice...
...he's gotten nervous. Stop that, geez...
Would you mind helping me out a little?
There's some things that need to be carried in.
Ah... Yes, yes, yes.
A chair... Ah, I'll take one.
Well... Um...
Please act normally since they're watching.
It's okay, it's okay. Just calm down.
Yes... Well, this is a surprise.
That's true, isn't it?
Ah, please hold this here.
Yes.
Um, to my wife...
Of course I won't tell her.
Since we both know each other's secret.
Ah, that's right. Eh? Could it be...
Could it be?!
Ow!
Your wife's best friend... My wife?!
No!
Couldn't be, could it. Eh? Then... Kaoru-san?
Whaa... Those two together at a home party.
Well, what should I do... I'm not confident I can keep it a secret...
How is Fuyu-chan doing today?
Let's get through this somehow.
If you would please.
Suspicious! Anyhow, he's suspicious! Something is definitely going on!
Haruko. Not in front of Kento... -kun.
Ah, sorry.
I made this one.
Ehh! That's awesome!
Tomomi. The flowers have withered.
It's unusual for you to leave them like this.
Eh? Ah... yeah.
Those flowers are alive even when they're withered.
So you have to look at them all the time. Right, Mama?
Yeah... Right?
That's something Kaoru would say.
People who eat fried chicken!
Me!
Excuse me a minute.
Mikami-san.
Ah... Thanks, thanks.
This is the paella that Kaoru-san made.
Oh...
Itadakimasu.
It's delicious!
Really? I'm glad.
It is delicious. It has the same flavor as Tomomi's.
Right?
It's all delicious. Other than what I made, it's all delicious.
Right?
What's that? Even what I made is delicious, right?
Eh? Ah...
You haven't been eating it recently though. Right?
Huh?
You've been so busy at work you haven't eaten much at home recently.
I was told you deal in corrugated cardboard, right?
The price competition in that business must be violently intense.
You must have to cope with your client's demands right away.
That's right. You know it well.
You can't do it unless you understand the logistics, too.
That's right...
You urban planners are so cool.
It's way too big a story for me to even think about...
...but I guess you'll be revising the Olympics.
That's right... But I'm a person who finds it's best to think in longer time spans...
Ah... I see...
That's fantastic, isn't it?
That's fantastic, that's fantastic. Right?
Eh?
Having a family isn't important.
Still I suppose somehow, if I had to say it, family is the most important thing.
Don't you think so?
Ah... I guess.
This is a fun home party.
Huh? Eh?
Ah!
Ah, had you heard?
Though asparagus was the only thing Kento wasn't good with...
He's come around to eating them. Right, Kento?
Yeah.
Mama taught me how delicious they can be.
I see...
You're so great, Kento-kun!
My idiot sons only have likes and dislikes when it comes to food.
Aren't you drinking a little too much? Are you okay?
Huh?
Since you're weak at liquor.
What are you saying, Tomomi? That's you, isn't it?
Kaoru could drink like a fish since long ago.
Eh? Ah... Yeah, that's true, but...
That is...
That's right.
Kaoru-chan has been an outrageously heavy drinker since long ago.
I'm sorry.
What's wrong, Kaoru?
Not much.
Kento-kun.
Give me a hug! Come here!
I see... Sorry. I was scary, wasn't I?
Sorry, sorry. That was wrong, wasn't it. Sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm... going home.
Eh?
Sorry. I'm sorry.
Kaoru...
Ah, I... I'll go after her.
Don't come after me!
Hold on a minute!
I don't wanna!
Wait!
Geez... Don't come after me!
Enough of this! What is this? You're terrible!
What about?
What it's about is that you've turned completely into a Mother!
This isn't a joke! You aren't acting like yourself!
That family is MY family! Kento is the child I gave birth to!
What is this about?
You hated the thought of me coming, didn't you?
When I brought the pudding and those dishes, you looked at me with disgust, didn't you?
I was only thinking that with you bringing way too many of Kento-kun's favorite things...
...it would seem strange that you'd know all his favorite things and flavors!
What's wrong with thinking about what he'd want to eat?
I didn't say it was wrong, now did I?!
I was only saying that doing that would be thought strange!
And that's not all. Kaoru, you're enjoying the life you have now, right?
I could tell, seeing you at the house.
That's true. I am enjoying it.
I've been fine the way I was all this time, but I have been thinking I enjoy it.
Huh? What is that? Don't joke around.
That's MY family!
I understand that!
You don't understand!
I do understand!
I've enjoyed every day.
I feel I'm coming to love Kento-kun.
I am! But... But...
Even if I do have such feelings... that child isn't my child.
That family... That family... It isn't mine.
I think about that every day!
Those feelings... Can you understand the feelings I'm going through?
It would have been better if we had never become friends!
Not one good thing has come out of you and I being together!
I shouldn't have had you as a friend! Geez, I hate you!
Those are my lines.
That expression you get like you're the only one who's to be pitied.
I really hate such things! I really hate you! You're disgusting!
I'm leaving!
Geez!
I was insensitive, wasn't I?
Saying "family" this, "family" that in front of Kaoru...
I was insensitive.
But those two will be okay. They'll definitely be okay.
It's always been like that. It always has.
When the three of us were in our first year of high school...
...we were all part of the same mountain climbing trip.
Up till then, we hadn't been friends at all.
The honor student, Tomomi.
The sorta delinquent, always-by-herself Kaoru.
And the no-characteristics, boring me.
It was those three who had been teamed together...
...and we three... who got lost.
Are you okay?
Can you stand?
I'm sorry...
I'll take off your shoes.
Stay here. I'll go look around ahead.
I heard about this a long time afterwards from Tomomi...
...but the honor student Tomomi had a troubled home.
When Tomomi wasn't able to get into her first choice of high schools...
...it seems there developed a very unpleasant atmosphere in her home.
Every day she thought she should just die.
I'm going to look around for a bit.
Wait...
It'll be okay.
Tomomi.
Ah...
Welcome home.
Sorry for taking so long.
Sorry, I'll change clothes. These got dirty.
Gonna kill yourself?
I won't particularly try to stop you. I just think that's the lowest though.
What? Are you some tragic heroine?
What would you know anyway?
I have no reason to know.
Go ahead. Hey. Hurry up!
Don't joke around with me!
Don't come near me! Don't come near me!
Don't come near!
It may have been painful up till now...
...but can't we become friends?
If we were friends...
...then we could probably overcome most anything.
Sure.
Sayonara Watashi
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The time where all you had was fun is now over.
There's nothing you can do anymore but choose.
Welcome home.
Did you think Hayakawa Kaoru would feel nothing at seeing your home and child and happy family?
Episode 4 "Premonition of a Breakup"
It's like, to me... there's no reason for him to choose me.
Your body and my spirit that's within it...
...might die.
?????????? Konna fuuni watashi wa itsumo It's always like this for me
?????????? Tsukanda bun dake touku naru Whenever I get hold of it, the more distant it grows
???????????? Kowasanai youni ikirunoni In spite of living so that it won't break
????????????? Kowarete shimau no wa naze darou If it's just going to break anyway, then I wonder why
?????????? Aisa nakya korekara mo Why do I still want love from here on
?????????? Yureru tabi ni tsukamunoni And if I'm shaken whenever I do get hold of it
????????????? Hanashite shimau no wa naze darou I wonder why it is I just let it go
????? Isoga nakya I must hurry
???????????? Anata o dakishimeru tame ni In order to embrace you
Drama 10
Sayonara Watashi
Episode 3 "Secrets"
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